the problem won't go away on its own but heavy metal music and the gym help make it better. guess it really was self imposed. don't feel so guilty now.

bought the grade 8 cd today. expensive! have to listen to it later and then practice piano. still haven't managed to master the running notes... complicated to explain, even more complicated to play. and i really really want a Clarinova! it's so prettyyyyyy... and it's like 2 k only! lots of stuff to do. grr... have to meet at 9 at library @ orchard to prep for press conference with youth connect. it was super funny, they were sending emails about it and Darrell, the co-chair was telling the presenter, Shiao Yin, that no pressure, it's just presenting to the media and a few important people. and then he went, oh, did i mention the WHOLE media? haha. and they were going on about the meeting time and how it was a lawyer thing since some of them are lawyers and lawyers like to meet at 9 or something.

thursday had another floorball lesson. 5-2. i scored 2! Mr Seet is super pro... especially when he's dribbling and surronded by people, he can still keep possession of the ball. fancy footwork. Marianne and Fariza are fantastic... and the guys were like... woah. like everyone was good. and scary. haha. PE lessons with floorball quite fun. Mr Seet played on the same team as me and he went around assigning positions. Felt quite happy that he made me a striker. somehow it kinda made me feel not so useless like my primary and secondary school PE lessons where i guess the team, and the teachers felt that i couldn't run or i hated games and stuff or i was crap at it that they always made me defender. an important position to be sure but it always signalled to me the fact that they thought i wasn't particularly good. yeah, but i felt quite happy by it. i would say that 04a53 has great teamwork. :)